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Cursed

Fri Oct 30, 2009, 9:04 AM
I'm always pointing out at unhealthy things. What happens if people don't want my help? What happens if they cannot see what I see? Should I give up and just watch in silence while they selfdestruct?

Each one is responsible for their own life and perhaps it'd be better for me to let everyone deal with their own experiencies and, as my teachers used to say in high school: "let them crash, suffer and learn". But what if it's the person you love? What if you're supposed to wait until they see what seems so clear for you, but it meant watching them being the doormat for someone else?

This is a curse; being able to see things other people don't see is a curse. Seeing things before they happen and not being wrong is a curse. But, what other choice do I have? Should I give up my skill to see these things? I cannot even turn off the switch for long, let alone surrendering my talent at all.

I'm confused, I don't know what to do. My love for him makes me want to protect him, but he's not ready to receive my point of view and I'm tired of waiting... of watching him be someone else's lackey. Is it possible that he's blind to all of this? Is it even possible that he loves me if he's not taking care of himself that way?

What am I saying? He does love me but... it's the curse, it's my stupid skill to see the dinamics of every relationship. I feel jelous and angry, but most of all I feel sad and alone. It's a terrible thing sometimes to be able to see these things.

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:iconpatokali:
Gracias por el favorito. ;p

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:iconalgomprado:
de nada... buen trabajo.

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thanks for the add bro!

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:iconalgomprado:
don't mention it... excellent gallery.

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Thank you . . . :iconteamoplz:
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Thank you . . . :iconteamoplz:
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Mmmmmmmmmmmmmuchas gracias!!
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Thank you very much - I appreciate it! :bow:

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